I said this is my truth, so I can only talk about what I have experienced, and this my truth about what is called, family.
I could say that, for me, it's definitely another bed time story we say to children in their innocence, like Cinderella…Yes we will eventually grow up and see nothing is as we dream it would be. When they first show how much they love us and how united we all are by DNA, we are in paradise we learn nothing but instead it's very good to build the prime tool who will help us to survive all falls after we “grow up”, an emotional cushion preventing some of us to become sociopaths, psychopaths,you name it .
Yes, this is what I call the perfect family, they will build us up and if we have the good luck to watch all fall apart, we will have those wonderful memories of how happy we were, the summer vacations together, etc. Then, life begins and you will get to know many brutal truths about the world you live in...
You can be sure to die many times, cry oceans of pain, wish to die and be ignored for most of your existence until you stop one day very tired of pain for fighting to have it all back with no success and you listen to only one voice, yours. You have survived you are still alive, broken, yes very, but you have learned so much you are not the same anymore, who were those people you called family? Strangers, with their own lessons to learn with their paths to walk through, nothing but that.
Then you find out they were only there to give you the tools, you belong somewhere else like they do too. You don’t need anything to feel complete, life will give you all you need to be independent emotionally and to be stronger if you are humble enough to learn, specially the subtlety in many things when they cross your path, open your eyes to those they are very important keys to get faster to the end of your personal hell. One lesson you will learn even if it is the only one, you will always be alone and die alone, nobody can do it with you, it’s your experience you can only have someone or many supporting you but you are alone so, yes we are beautiful beings with infinite strength to go forward even when all is in our way to stop you from even walk with your heads up, notto hold on to your weaknesses and laziness or running to what we call family. There’s no such thing, just people who are in the same reality for a while, maybe for life but not belonging to us, just borrowed . No need of belonging no need to know how much we are loved, no one will ever love you more then yourselves , and for me there is no place on earth we belong to.
I could say that, for me, it's definitely another bed time story we say to children in their innocence, like Cinderella…Yes we will eventually grow up and see nothing is as we dream it would be. When they first show how much they love us and how united we all are by DNA, we are in paradise we learn nothing but instead it's very good to build the prime tool who will help us to survive all falls after we “grow up”, an emotional cushion preventing some of us to become sociopaths, psychopaths,you name it .
Yes, this is what I call the perfect family, they will build us up and if we have the good luck to watch all fall apart, we will have those wonderful memories of how happy we were, the summer vacations together, etc. Then, life begins and you will get to know many brutal truths about the world you live in...
You can be sure to die many times, cry oceans of pain, wish to die and be ignored for most of your existence until you stop one day very tired of pain for fighting to have it all back with no success and you listen to only one voice, yours. You have survived you are still alive, broken, yes very, but you have learned so much you are not the same anymore, who were those people you called family? Strangers, with their own lessons to learn with their paths to walk through, nothing but that.
Then you find out they were only there to give you the tools, you belong somewhere else like they do too. You don’t need anything to feel complete, life will give you all you need to be independent emotionally and to be stronger if you are humble enough to learn, specially the subtlety in many things when they cross your path, open your eyes to those they are very important keys to get faster to the end of your personal hell. One lesson you will learn even if it is the only one, you will always be alone and die alone, nobody can do it with you, it’s your experience you can only have someone or many supporting you but you are alone so, yes we are beautiful beings with infinite strength to go forward even when all is in our way to stop you from even walk with your heads up, notto hold on to your weaknesses and laziness or running to what we call family. There’s no such thing, just people who are in the same reality for a while, maybe for life but not belonging to us, just borrowed . No need of belonging no need to know how much we are loved, no one will ever love you more then yourselves , and for me there is no place on earth we belong to.
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