Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Perception....

Everyone has one of their own and we do not have to agree on everything all the time or copy paste what the other person said just not to get into an argue , a bad one too...
Is freedom of expressing ones opinion so wrong? Do we all have to be the same all the time? Will someone explain why so few flexibility on dealing with most things who are not as we see them, but others do? If it is not doing wrong to others why not just see, think, act, dress, etc. As you feel like it?!
Sometimes I feel humans walk backwards, are we going to that basic state of thinking that I so much abominate?!
I know, this Shadow is angry with the things she cannot find around her, anywhere...
My fault to think humans have a lot more potential.
And why the hell did I forgot to lose my expectations about all that "lives" outside of me?!
I'm 41 years old, I guess my memory is failing me as well as my life's Philosophy ... I forget I can't wish for anything that does not depend on me...
I will not find what I'm looking for, so why look at all?!
I like to think life is short, thank God for that, I do not understand why so many people want to live forever... Maybe they like hell, I can understand that, I bet alot can't... lol that's flexibility thought for you...
I'm not angry with the world, just tired of so little good, exciting, beautiful new things I miss in people everywhere I look no matter how many times I look with a diferent perception at the same "things"....
Nothing to want, but if I ever do, the price is to high and I get the conclusion that no matter how much me feed the world, he doesn't feed me back.
Must be hormonal, after all i'm just a shadow of a beautiful woman, but still, more than enough for me...
I have to forget my human nature of wanting more, I already have all I came here for, me.
I found myself, and no one will ever love me more than I do, just impossible.
I know who I am, others will only have their perception of me. ( I wish for once, they stop seeing me the way they want me to be...)

1 comment:

  1. Hello, Shadow.

    Just making a first contact with your blog and hoping to get to know you better over time.

    Thanks again for your comments on my blog. They came just at the right moment.

    Is it indiscrete to ask which part of Portugal you live in?

    Best,

    RL

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